But over these past two years a lot has changed. Through the 12 Steps I've come to realize that it doesn't matter whether other people always tell me the truth. What matters is that I am able to see myself with clear, level vision. It matters that I see myself as a good, loveable person - not too bad, and not too good.
2013 has brought me magnificent changes in my body, mind and spirit. I've continued to work the Steps in Alcoholics Anonymous and now Al-Anon as well. I surf and write and play and work... and I have fallen deeply in love in a way that I did not think was possible.