How can I turn my life and my will over to the Universe? Everything would be quicker and smoother if I could just let go. But how can I? When I start to feel worried or angry, I pray immediately and ongoing and ask for guidance to do God's will (whenever he wants to send it. Grr.) I acknowledge that I'm trying to manipulate what I can never control, so it's a tiring and useless excursion.
2013 has brought me magnificent changes in my body, mind and spirit. I've continued to work the Steps in Alcoholics Anonymous and now Al-Anon as well. I surf and write and play and work... and I have fallen deeply in love in a way that I did not think was possible.