Today is probably the most difficult day of my life so far. But I am alive. I am pushing myself to my very limits emotionally, and once I arrive in Hawaii, I'll be pushing myself spiritually and physically too. I held onto my dream, fought for it, cried over it, wrote about it, talked about it, and now it's really happening. That is the ultimate growth serum for self esteem.
From The Author
Welcome to my first 6 months of sobriety! What an exciting and whirlwind time in my life it was, and I look back upon it with fondness. Although I am very glad to be past those incredibly challenging and painful first few months. The only thing I would have done differently was started working the Steps right away instead of waiting!