Honestly I feel like I'm a footstep away from a drink, and yet a thousand miles away from a drink at the same time. It's like I'm being dragged along by the seat of my pants. I don't want my sobriety to be like that for long. It's rather uncomfortable, but it sure is exciting.
From The Author
Welcome to my first 6 months of sobriety! What an exciting and whirlwind time in my life it was, and I look back upon it with fondness. Although I am very glad to be past those incredibly challenging and painful first few months. The only thing I would have done differently was started working the Steps right away instead of waiting!