I think I'm becoming who I really am, who I'm meant to be. Every day I write for my fourth step, and I usually answer seven to eight questions in the booklet my sponsor gave me. They're questions like "Were you wanted at birth?", "Were you seperated from any important family members?", "How did your parents punish you and how did you react?" I have written so much in the past few days! Resentments, fears and memories are spilling out of me like poison until I'm curled up on the couch, exhausted, tearful.