Honestly, I have no other choice. I either give my whole heart, my whole being, my whole life, every moment of every day to my God and to the possibility of freedom, or I will be back with my head in the drink and my body in an unfamiliar bed.
I spent this winter on Kaua'i, and survived Thanksgiving, Christmas and Easter without taking a single drink! I enjoyed delicious Ayurvedic meals, surfed on Thanksgiving Day and went through plenty of realizations and transformations. It was one of the happiest seasons of my life so far.