I don't want to be afraid anymore. I don't want to be uptight, angry, selfish and anxious. I don't want to be resentful. I just want peace. I want to be able to wake up in the morning with a quiet mind, I want to actually enjoy being inside my head.
I spent this winter on Kaua'i, and survived Thanksgiving, Christmas and Easter without taking a single drink! I enjoyed delicious Ayurvedic meals, surfed on Thanksgiving Day and went through plenty of realizations and transformations. It was one of the happiest seasons of my life so far.